this morning i went into my mothers living room to snuggle up warmly, and watch movie after movie.
she has the blinds fixed so that theres a huge space in the middle of the patio door where tons of sunlight pours through and stains the walls and floors..and anything it touches. and you cannot move the blinds or adjust them to hide that nasty sunlight. so i grab a sheet and han git over the open space and as i was sitting waiting for my movie to begin.. i saw the shadows of the birds on top of the fence, and tree limbs creeping gracefully over and under and across the birds... and im no artist and have no interest in drawing or sketching but at that moment i felt a sense of renewal and wanted to grab a marker and trace the shadows onto that sheet. but the shadows moved in real time and i would end up with scribbles and wasted sheet.
HOOAH
He stays up for days on end.
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You take a warm shower to help you wake up.
He goes days or weeks without running water.
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You complain of a "headache", and call in sick.
He gets shot at as others are hit, and keeps moving forward.
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You put on your anti war/don't support the troops shirt, and go meet up with your friends.
He still fights for your right to wear that shirt.
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You make sure you're cell phone is in your pocket.
He clutches the cross hanging on his chain next to his dog tags.
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You talk trash about your "buddies" that aren't with you.
He knows he may not see some of his buddies again.
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You walk down the beach, staring at all the pretty girls.
He walks the streets, searching for insurgents and terrorists.
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You complain about how hot it is.
He wears his heavy gear, not daring to take off his helmet to wipe his forhead.
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You go out to lunch, and complain because the restaurant got your order wrong.
He doesn't get to eat today.
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You make your bed and washes your clothes.
He wears the same things for weeks, but makes sure his weapon is clean.
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You go to the mall and get your hair redone.
He doesn't have time to brush his teeth today.
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You're angry because your class ran 5 minutes over.
He's told he will be held over an extra 2 months.
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You call your girlfriend and set a date for tonight.
He waits for the mail to see if there is a letter from home.
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You hug and kiss your girlfriend, like you do everyday.
He holds his letter close and smells his love's perfume.
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You roll your eyes as a baby cries.
He gets a letter with pictures of his new child, and wonders if they'll ever meet
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You criticize your government, and say that war never solves anything.
He sees the innocent tortured and killed by their own people and remembers why he is fighting.
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You hear the jokes about the war, and make fun of men like him.
He hears the gunfire, bombs and screams of the wounded.
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You see only what the media wants you to see.
He sees the broken bodies lying around him.
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You are asked to go to the store by your parents. You don't.
He does exactly what he is told.
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You stay at home and watch TV.
He takes whatever time he is given to call, write home, sleep, and eat.
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You crawl into your soft bed, with down pillows, and get comfortable.
He crawls under a tank for shade and a 5 minute nap, only to be woken by gunfire.
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You sit there and judge him, saying the world is probably a worse place because of men like him.
If only there were more men like him
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If it gets to another veteran who hasn't received it yet, it will. We all thank you
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kyle i fucking love you so much man.
i cared and loved for you so much.
you made me so happy everytime i kissed you or hugged you.
a great portion of my heart has been taken away from me.
ill miss you more than i think ive ever missed anything besides my dad.
but please when you get up there in the sky, if you see my dad tell him hello. he will drink some beers with you i promise.
RIP. we will all miss you.
Don't get offended
If I seem absent minded
Just keep telling me facts
And keep making me smile
Don't get offended
If I seem absent minded
I get tongue-tied
Baby, you've got to be more discerning
I've never known what's good for me
Baby, you've got to be more demanding
I will be yours
I'll pay for you anytime
You told me you wanted to eat up my sadness
Well jump on, enjoy, you can gorge away
You told me you wanted to eat up my sadness
Jump right
Baby, you've got to be more discerning
I've never known what's good for me
Baby, you've got to be more demanding
Jump left
What are you holding out for?
What's always in the way?
Why so damn absent-minded?
Why so scared of romance?
This modern love breaks me
This modern love wastes me
Do you wanna come over and kill some time?
Tell me facts, tell me facts, tell me facts
Tell me facts
Throw your arms around me
my heart is still hurting really bad.
there is only one way to fix it and only one boy who can do it.
but he wont.
my life is a piece of fucking shit.
i dont wake up happy anymore.
so i go into work last night right? and my assistant manager came up to me as soon as i walked in, and hes like we need to talk. and i was like zomg here it is, im finally getting fired. and hes like , "remember the other night when you changed out the sanitizer liquid?" and im like "yeah" and hes like "well, see, the next morning i came in and me and jeff were in the front of the store helpin customers, and kerrie came from the back and was freakin out, and jeff goes into the back to see what was wrong, and there were bubbles! bubbles all over the floor!!! everywhere router! BUBBLES!" and i start like laughin my ass off right? well then he said that what i had did was put the mopping liquid in the sanitizer instead of the dishwashing liquid and i made the machine go kablooey. so my boss told our assistant manager to teach me the difference between a gallon of milk, a gallon of dishwashing liquid and a gallon of mop soap.
it was really funny. poor guys had a flooded floor.
ahhaha. and my assistant manager was like " man i felt like i was in a club, with all those damn bubbles..and if i woulda known i was gonna go into work and it be a club, i woulda worn my club clothes" and im like " BRENT! you have club clothes?!!" and hes like "....no...no i dont router.." hahahaha. whatever he SO has booty shorts.
then like some guy who had to have beenlike 40 years old came thru the drive thru blaring this really ridiculously loud and annoying music that was only popular at middle school dances in 1998. i was like WOW.
last night i got really drunk with my girls, aaron, rico, dave, mannii, tommy, rj, jason..
they are so awesome i love them even when i fall and hit my head on things.
it was like 2am and i went over there to see dave and get my guitar, and they were tempting me with vodka.
and im like "no! im not drinkin this late" then next thing i know im drunk off my ass.
bleh. okay well its off to work on this spooky dooky night. its gonna suck. big time.
and im not talkin about hentai, tentacle rape sucking, im talkin about slit my wrists and black my eyes suck.
i love a boy. and he better text me. real quick.
<3
you know i'll wait for you.
<3
ps- tonight was the first night in a long time i havent wanted to stab myself in the throat at work.
Your smile is like the sun to me
So bright its weakening
But so sweet
But of all that you would like from me
A smile and be okay
Sorry, its taken me everyday
To accept that I have to say
Say no
Ill be right here
Say something's wrong
To just find fault
She complains the rooms too cold
But when I learn to make heat,
It's just to disappoint
Oh you know Ill forget, so quick
Time, it makes it fine
Thats how we make this life
Makes it fine
Its makes it right
Your eyes, they cant see
What it takes from me
Or how it hurts
Or how it holds our hands
Ill be right here
Say something's wrong
To just find fault
She complains the rooms too cold
But when I learn to make heat,
It's just to disappoint
Oh you know Ill forget...
So quick
You know I always forget
You know I always forget
You know I always forget
